It’s been a couple years since I’ve written on Tumblr, but today, I just had to say something. This song used to be my favorite song. So many good memories associated with this song but now every time I hear this, tears just overwhelm me. It’s crazy how things can change so drastically. People you thought you knew really well ended up being complete strangers. I guess this whole experience was a blessing in disguise. I thought after a day I’d be better. A day turned into a couple days, and a couple days turned into more than a week. Who knows how long a week will turn into next. I wish I was stronger, I wish I hadn’t left myself vulnerable. What do I feel now? Empty, disappointed, embarrassed, jealous. But at the same time, I feel blessed. I never realized how amazing the people I surround myself are. I hope that all of you guys can put up with my sobbing for just a bit longer. I’ll return to myself one day. Hopefully, sooner than later.
this is me… COME AT ME BRO
I DIEEEEEE
